Friday, June 22, 2007
Not a good week
So according to the Mayo Clinic I meet several symptoms of depression right now, which make sense. I've been pretty much depressed since last Friday when I learned that two jobs I thought I might have had a shot at turned me down.
I saw another job opening yesterday to work in the graduate school as an information specialist for MU, but I'm fence-sitting about it, in part because I think I'm in the midst of a general malaise of hopelessness, oddly, one of the symptoms.
I've also found in the last week that I've been more partial to being irritable, getting to bed earlier but finding it even harder to wake up in the morning, more fatigued at the end of the day than I'm used to feeling, even some impaired decision making and I've always felt low self-esteem.
The thing is, am I living to meet the symptoms? Or do the symptoms honestly describe me?
I saw another job opening yesterday to work in the graduate school as an information specialist for MU, but I'm fence-sitting about it, in part because I think I'm in the midst of a general malaise of hopelessness, oddly, one of the symptoms.
I've also found in the last week that I've been more partial to being irritable, getting to bed earlier but finding it even harder to wake up in the morning, more fatigued at the end of the day than I'm used to feeling, even some impaired decision making and I've always felt low self-esteem.
The thing is, am I living to meet the symptoms? Or do the symptoms honestly describe me?
# posted by Solon : 6:02 PM
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